life is actually very simple… we make it complicated

Somehow we all know this phrase and yet we still do it… I wonder why. My life has been pretty much anything but simple =\

… and who’s fault is it? *points to self*

Oh btw today is my company’s sports day… there was this thing called “dunk the GM” where the GM sits on a chair over a pool of water and if you throw the ball and it hits the target, it dunks the person sitting on it. You should see the irony of the faces of all the employees who couldn’t wait to dunk the GM. Except they seem to have forgotten that he is the one paying your salary!!!

time seems to be seeping through my fingers… flowing away like grain of sand

I don’t know why but it seems like the working world passes so fast… I remember earlier this week I told myself that this week would past fast and look where we are? Tmrw is FRIDAY! I don’t know why nowadays I feel like my life is pretty much going on autoplay since I started working.

I wake up, I go to work, I have lunch, I finish work, I go home, I eat dinner, I sleep,
I wake up, I go to work, I have lunch, I finish work, I go home, I eat dinner, I sleep,
I wake up, I go to work, I have lunch, I finish work, I go home, I eat dinner, I sleep….

Before I know it, its payday again and I have a full month ahead of me again. Am I supposed to let my life pass like this? I remember every decade I live, I will take in a heavy sigh and tell myself “here goes another 10 years of my life to come”. True enough, if you think of it, since I was born till I was standard 4 (10yrs old) it felt very long. Since standard 5 till I was in 3rd yr of uni (20yrs old) it felt very long… but I totally forgot to do this routine when I was 21 so here I am doing it now….

*sigh* Why do I have the feeling like the next 10 years is just going to fly by just like that? argh!!!

My colleague told me this saying.. pardon me, its in Malay:

Bila muda, kita banyak energy tapi takde duit nak jalan
Bila middle-age, duit ada sikit, energy pun ada tapi takde masa nak jalan
Bila tua, kita banyak duit, banyak masa, tapi takde energy nak jalan….

Translation:
When we’re young, we have a lot of energy but little money to go around travelling.
When we’re middle-aged, we have some money, we have the energy but we don’t have the time to travel.
When we’re old, we have a lot of money, a lot of time, but we fcukin’ don’t have the energy anymore.. WTF?

And now its time for me to go to bed again because I have to go to work tmrw. Am I supposed to close my eyes to sleep so I’ll have enough energy to work the next day? Or am I supposed to stay up and cherish the time I have in this world but I will have to sacrifice sleep? Hmmmm

For those of you whom are curious what the heck happened to my blog and where are my posts, well to tell ya’ll the whole truth in a nutshell, Baithost.com.my, my old webhost fucked up big time and lost all my files. And so due to someone’s fuck up… I have lost all my posts. I don’t know if I can ever recover them but anyway I’m not afraid to start over again because I am pretty sure in the next years to come, I’ll still be able to tell great tales of my life just as I have always been.

I am still fixing the blog template and stuff so please bear with me… I will be posting my tagboard up again so feel free to drop your blog link to me.. cheers!